| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 |
| 6:24 pm |
so much happens at once. I'll explain later. |
| Sunday, June 12th, 2005 |
| 5:31 pm |
Yesterday I told Kevin that I actually wanted to look nice and do something instead of just a tshirt and jeans...ya know. Anyways he surprised me by picking me up with big pink roses and taking me to olive garden followed by mini golfing. lol. It really was the sweetest thing ever and I love him to death. He was like "I listen when you tell me what you like, I just do something about it instead of saying "Oh that's great"" lol. It was a great time. Then we went over to Carly's apartment and he snuck into my room around 12. ;) Good Nite I tell ya. lol. Oh well...I'm tired and Kevin and I are hanging out with our friends today so I'm going to go. Meg was suppose to come down but of course she can't (I should have expected it) so I'm sure I'll end up back over at Carly's crib where I've been all day. Peace. |
| Thursday, June 9th, 2005 |
| 12:34 pm |
So kevin and I had the sweetest nite ever and he kept telling me he loved me and all this fucking bullshit...only to fucking blow me off today. FUCK HIM. I FUCKING HATE HIM. |
| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 |
| 9:25 pm |
I'm really cool and Kevin Loves Me. Current Mood: awake |
| 11:27 am |
So Kev came over last nite and that was...fun? Different? Exciting? Couldn't even describe it to you but I did a lot of laughing...when he didn't call me until like 1:30 though I figured he'd gotten pulled over which was a lil scary. oh well, he didn't. I woke up to fighting once again and dragged myself out of bed to wake up kevin and go to the grocery store to get egg sandwiche supplies for him with half opened eyes so everyone probably thought I was high. Ran into Geidrius though and I love that kid. I'm done. bye. |
| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005 |
| 11:16 pm |
So I didn't feel like seeing when the last time I updated and my computer wouldn't let me get on so I'll just go on since no one reads this anyways...Kevin and I are absolutely in love and I love it...I have a stalker and he's scaring my whole family, that really sucks...and I've just been pimping it at Carly's apartment. Kevin quit smoking and I really want to but I just don't think it's going to happen. I actually don't feel like updating so I'm done. |
| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
| 8:29 pm |
Being underage to buy shit is frustrating...ran out of cigs today and nobody would answer their phones except Dana...so he let me come bum one. Isn't he the sweetest!?! So Kevin's starting to hear all the previous rumors people have heard about me now that I'm dating him and my name's come up. Apparently even though I know like no juniors...they know me. lol...oh well he doesn't care so why should I? so almost said the big L word...and I think he knew it...but I freaked out and didn't...it was bad...Seth said I just should but I don't know about that ball game...it's only been a week. Ahhhh....oh well alright cig run. |
| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005 |
| 9:03 pm |
I really like Kevin, and things are going good. Except I wish I didn't used to be a whore even though he doesn't care...I do. |
| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
| 9:11 pm |
Kevin and I are officially together! I'm so excited, lol. I like him a lot. |
| Monday, April 25th, 2005 |
| 10:14 pm |
So kevin and I are looking good together guys. |
| Tuesday, April 19th, 2005 |
| 11:49 pm |
Today went pretty well...My manager kicks ass...too bad I'm leaving. I better get that job at jamba juice. So I'm finally over Jon and it's soo nice. Although unfortuntaly I am gay and am interested in someone else who...I don't know, complicated situation...what's new? oh well I'm just waiting for some kid that feels it's so urgent to talk to me to get on...but I'm done waiting so later. |
| Sunday, April 10th, 2005 |
| 6:18 pm |
I fucking hate my father and I hope he fucking burns in hell. |
| Saturday, April 9th, 2005 |
| 5:11 pm |
so I went to work and it was gay, so i went to megans and she surprised in the shower with a triple black alcoholic excursion parade. I was most overjoyed. Now I'm dressed and burning up like a mother because I did my hair as soon as I got out. I know you love all this info...but it's time to go. |
| Friday, April 8th, 2005 |
| 11:01 pm |
So I went to barrington and it was a lot of fun...but I spent SOOO Much money. I bought a really cute shirt that I'm going to wear tomorrow, alcohol money for tomorrow nite, and a lot of money on my mom's credit card so I feel bad and am going to give her some money for it. Ahhhh, I took off all my make up and washed my face at Megs only to get invited to this party on my way home so I was like "fine but it's all natural" lol...so I threw a sweatshirt on over my halter cause it got cold and went in. Only to find out the kids mom was home and she'd caught them trying to bring the alcohol in twice so they were done trying..needless to say I left. I am so tired my eye lids are falling down so I'm going to bed. Love. nite. |
| Thursday, April 7th, 2005 |
| 4:07 pm |
A - Age you got your first kiss: Summer Before Seventh B - Band listening to right now: "Last Resort" Papa Roach C - Crush: Can't say D - Dad's name: Ed White E - Easiest person to talk to: Jon and Meg F - Favorite song at the moment: "Last Resort" G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: Worms I - Instruments: Not Musically Inclined K - Kids: They all grow up and turn into what we are now...so they're not that innocent. L - Longest car ride ever: Florida M - Mom's name: Connie White N - Nicknames: Ash, Ashface O - One wish: I didn't ever get depressed...like normal people. P - Phobia[s]: Stairs, I get random severe cases of clausterphobia...but not always, it's weird. And Bugs. Q - Quote: "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss R - Reason to smile: None S - Song you sang last: A Kenny Chesney One T - Time you woke up: 6:45...I couldn't get up this morning U - Unknown fact about me: I'm open about everything...and what I'm not...I wouldn't put here. V - Vegetable you hate: I love Veggies W - Worst habit: Smoking X - X-rays you've had: Knees(many times), Spine, Wrist. Y - Yummy food: Panera Sandwiches and their brocoli and cheddar soup Z - Zodiac sign: Virginal Virgo |
| 4:05 pm |
I'm depressed and I don't know why. It sucks. |
| Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 |
| 8:17 pm |
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. -Dr. Seuss If you never did, you should. These things are fun and fun is good. -Dr. Seuss I found these quotes and I loved them! Also I forgot to tell the best story ever. lol. So since I'm not a stoner anymore Kevin and Paul hate me and Kevin tells everyone not to talk to me and of course people still do again! But for awhile a lot of people weren't and it sucked, until I realized I didn't care...but oh well cause that's all over. On to the story...Yesterday Matt (kevin's very good friend) went up to Jon and was like "dude do you give ashly white a ride to school?" and jon was like "I drive her from the church to the school, yes" "Well don't, she's a bitch, Kevin doesn't associate with her anymore. Just don't talk to her" and Jon totally stuck up for me "Dude that's his problem" and on...So you know what, True friends kick ass! |
| 7:13 pm |
So I had nothing after school today so I went to apply for some jobs and get a few things done. Used my ATM card for the first time, didn't feel as cool as I thought. Just normal. Oh well....I'm tired so I'm done. |
| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 |
| 7:58 pm |
So I was up way to late last nite and fell asleep in chemphys...so that my teacher could wake me up by throwing an egg at me...thank god it was hard boiled! Umm...Jon can't fix my mirror but he can get me one for 30 and he's calling me hopefully in the next few minutes to figure it all out. I went to Brad's and watched a movie tha was only funny for the first half and then dragged on...but it wasn't bad. I hate work, I dont want to work thursday! ahhhhh, My mom filled up my tank, that's it I'm just rambling. Bye. |
| Saturday, April 2nd, 2005 |
| 11:57 am |
I don't feel good! Again. I have to work for five hours and at 10:30 tomorrow...I hate working! Hopefully Lee will switch hours with me or something. My mirror on my car looks pretty bad because I locked megan out in the rain and she hit it. It was pretty funny up until then...Jon needs to fix it soon! I have a huge project to do before Monday...conclusion: I need to get drunk off my ass tonite. |
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